I am repenting against my previous attacks towards New Year's Resolutions. And of making fun of people who make them but can't make it past January 17. The irony is I am extremely goal oriented. But more of a broad sweeping 30,000 feet LeT's ChaNge The WOrld aNd DREam A Lot AnD DOn't HoLd Me … Continue reading I am repenting
Trust the Lord with our WHOLE heart and do not try to reason our way out of that place of safety and sanctuary.
My personal trainer is Connor Brown at Push Pull Performance. Fridays and Mondays are my agreed upon weigh-in days. You may note that Friday always follows Thanksgiving. This week that is rather unfortunate. The scale says I blew it. I knew 20 minutes into the feeding frenzy yesterday that I blew it. I wasn't enjoying … Continue reading The Scale Says I Blew It
The ideal return Home still includes someone's eyes lighting up when you walk through the door or better yet meeting you at your car door with an back breaking embrace already starting so you can't begin to get out of the car but not staring through you with resigned disappointment not seeing you as you come … Continue reading Still include in the better yet ideal return home
I'm struggling to get out of bed these days. I can blame it on daylight savings time. On this particular morning I could blame it on the spring rain darkening and calming my bedroom even more. I can't seem to bounce out of bed at my typical 5:15-5:30 a.m. when normally I wake up before … Continue reading Invisibleness for Self-Preservation
It's been hard to put two to three words together. There is enough sadness, stress, and forced cheeriness to go around. Anything I started to write sounded cliche-ish and horribly appropriate for the times. Suddenly I don't want to be timely. Timeliness seems to coincide with trendiness which seems to walk hand and hand with … Continue reading There just hasn’t been enough light to write
By some weird twist of infection and illness we all have to say goodbye to Scott Johnson tonight. Scott is one of my lifelong friends. And I'm lost right now. I don't understand. I don't want to understand. And I hurt. And I'm mad. And I'm not ok. I met Scott is at the Fassnight … Continue reading Everyone is saying good bye to Scott Johnson tonight